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The Lessons That Spelled 'I Love
You'
By Myra

I snuck out and ducked behind the different tents as I watched them
closely with a keen eye, especially
their hands. Clopin was not getting away with this little trick of
his. Excusing himself to go drink and he
coincidentally ends up in a midnight
stroll with our recent female visitor.
I immediately
regretted my brass bangles that decorated my limbs. They
clinked against each other
as I tried to follow them through the catacombs.
I only hoped they brushed off any
noise they heard for the fat rats that
scurried about.
I picked up
my dress making sure that the edges did not get wet from the
dirty water, and for the sake of
not having the sloshing sound in the ankle
deep sewage give my presence away
to the couple before me.
I climbed into
the tavern quickly, making sure not to loose them. I was
afraid of being seen by them or
acknowledged by other inhabitants of the bar. I started past Cosette
when her face lit up and she started to offer a
greeting.
"Shhh!"
I placed my finger to my lips, helping to hush her.
"Oh!"
She put a delicate hand over her mouth to correct herself. I
nodded back, thanking her silently.
I almost made it to the door when I was
firmly grabbed by the wrist.
I fell backward and looked up to find my
notorious partner Colombine.
"Hello!"
She waved at me cheerfully, obviously not noticing my mood and determination
to leave. I looked past her to try and see any silhouettes of
my lanky husband and his close,
shorter friend. Angered at my friend who had now become and obstacle
I tried to move past her. She continued to stand in front of me,
blocking my exit.
"Colombs, I
really don't have time --" I looked over her arms and
shoulders, frantically searching.
"Time for what?
Not enough time to speak with your best friend?" She
pulled me farther into the
tavern.
"No, no time.
Hey, where have you been lately. I've not seen face
around for some days now.
Off creating a stir in another city?" I raised a
demanding eyebrow, waiting for
her humorous reply. She twirled around the scarf she had made herself
around her fingers.
"No, I was...enjoying
myself out of the Court, I can assure you of that."
Her smug smile was equal
to the bright, secretive look in her mismatched
eyes. I looked her up and
down and saw her in the same clothes she was in
the last time I had seen her, only
this time her dress was messy and ruffled.
Her hair wasn't placed as
neatly as usual and I noticed a putrid smell about
her.
"Colombine!
You were in the company of Frederick were you not?" I
hastily put my hands on my hip.
She just had a childlike look on her face
and looked into the distance at
nothing in particular. She looked away from
my gaze.
"Perhaps.
What were you doing in here in the first place you lady. You
seemed to be in quite a hurry."
She played with her fingernails as she
looked up at me playfully.
I almost hit myself, I had forgotten my original
purpose.
"Gracious Colombine
I must leave! I will explain to you at a later date.
Good-bye!" I ran out
and almost tripped over my own feet. I grew mad at
myself for being so easily distracted.
Now I had made more work for myself
by having to find them. The
could be anywhere in the streets of Paris but I
knew I had to find them.
I walked in
and out of the sidestreets, my eyes as alert as a cat. I
even looked under boxes to make
sure the seductive Ariel hadn't convinced
Clopin into other activities with
her ravishing smile and mysterious eyes. I
started running to cover more ground.
My feet became scraped on rocks that I could not see in the darkness. I
heard some movement and noise up ahead. I almost tripped once more.
I came out of the alley I was hurrying down into the Town Square.
I had to stop myself immediately at my fast pace. I found them.
They were walking next to each other, Ariel patting Clopin's arm from time
to time and clapping as they conversed. Then they stopped.
It was a bit hard to see them but I studied their figures intensely, watching
their every move. I continued to start when I saw their two shadows
converge into one, their heads placed together and then separate.
I started to scream and had to cover my mouth with both hands to stop myself.
That horrible
little tramp. She comes here putting on such an act one
would believe she had never been
laid in a bed in her life when the real
performance is when she whispers
to men the things they like to hear. She
tried to be my friend and I was
so blinded with happiness at my achievements
I had not even seen the truth.
Clopin had swore to me they were over many
years ago. Clopin would never
lie to me, she must have initiated the entire
incident. I held back enraged
cried and saddened tears and hurried back the way I had came. Bumping
into wooden crates and making sure to keep my
feelings quiet and to myself as
I ran. The surrounding blackness became a
blur as I raced as fast as my bare
feet would carry me. I ran through the
streets and then through the tavern.
I rudely pushed people out of my way.
I didn't care to think of who saw
me or who I thoughtlessly got around. I
even believe I pushed past Colombine
because I heard a familiar "Herli!" as I shoved her against the bar.
I listened to
noone and made my way through the catacombs. I fell,
making my dress darken its color
and weighing my down as well. I pushed
myself up, stumbling a little.
I continued to my tent, the tears fully
streaming down my face. I
couldn't see a thing as I entered the Court, only
bright colors surrounding me now.
I collided right into a tall burly figure.
I mutter a meek apology under
my choked cries and dripping outfit.
"Herlikin!"
I gentle voice exclaimed in surprise. I raised my head to
see Pipes. A look of deep
concern had creased lines in his face. "What has
happened to you? Where is
Clopin? Are you hurt?" Only in my heart, I
thought as his questions swarmed
in my head. I looked up at him with a tear stained face and almost
started crying again to the point that I wasn't able
to speak.
"You told me
that Ariel and Clopin ended years ago. You were incorrect
my friend. Your slut cousin
has stolen him away from me!" I couldn't talk
any longer. The tears flowed
again, more the before, and I pushed past
Pipes. I didn't want to hear
his excuses for his beloved cousin.
I sat on my
bed with my head in my hands, sobbing. How could he do this?
She was a manipulative one, almost better than Isabelle had been.
I cried and cried. I cried so much my stomach had started to hurt
and my throat had tightened, making it hard to breath. I quickly
changed my dress and took out some pen and paper which I had taken from
Ariel's tent. I was upset that many of the words I wanted to write
to Clopin I had not thought of asking to learn. I made a simple note
and placed it in his pipe, that way he was sure of seeing it and my message
would get across.
I ran out of
my tent and walked through the Court, avoiding everyone. I
went to the secret place that Clopin
had shown me many years ago and thought a long time. I was startled
by someone arriving as where I was sitting. Clopin saw me and hurried
to my side.
"Herlikin what
is wrong? Who has hurt you?" I violently pushed him away and
stood up to face him. I looked up at his tall, strong body, which
could
easily crush mine with the slightest
move. I knew I could stand up to him
because he would never strike me
hard, a weakness he had. I saw he had a
stern face. A reaction to
my gesture, I assumed.
"You have.
You are an evil, thoughtless brute who is easily taken by any
woman who parades into the Court.
The King himself cannot resist a midnight stroll. I cannot believe
that long ago I almost lost you to her! You didn't want to marry
me. You thought me a boisterous youngster who you would be imprisoned
with for the rest of your life. You would go and walk with her, and
tell her you loved her and do everything you do with me with her, except
marry! Or did you do that too and I was not aware! She should
have had your children, it was the only step you did not take! You
wanted to always be with her and now that she is back you want to run away
with her and never return to me!" I was screaming now at him, and
I was afraid our secret place would not be so secret after this.
I saw Clopin's face twist in horror.
"Herlikin you
jump to conclusions too quickly! You are a selfish girl.
Think before you make such silly
assumptions!" He placed a firm hand on my arm but I shook it off.
"Then what did
I witness tonight? I am a fully aware person and I am
aware of what I saw between you
and that.....that hussy!" His eyes widened
and his mouth opened slightly.
"Herlikin, don't
you dare speak of Ariel in such a manner. It was
nothing to take me away from you.
It was a simple, friendly token for my
hospitality."
"That leads
to other things." I interrupted.
"Shush your
mouth and listen to me. We had a past but I told you and
I'll dig it into your thick skull
again, we are nothing now, nothing more
then friends." I got up and
walked away. "Where are you going?"
"To take care
of a personal matter." I waited for no disapproval by my
husband and walked quickly over
to Ariel and Pipes' tent. They both looked
up at my entrance and I walked
over to Ariel. I slapped her face hard and
without mercy.
"That is for
kissing my husband." I walked out and back to my own tent.
The stunned look on Pipes' and
Ariel's face would satisfy me for a lifetime.
Shortly after I was sitting in
my tent and Clopin burst in, his face deep red
with fury.
"Something you
have not learned as long as you have lived here is to
control your temper. You
act so harsh when you do not get your way! I want you to apologize
to Ariel this instant! Do not make me take my belt to you!"
I turned away crossly.
"Never."
I almost started to cry again, picturing the awful sight in my
head of them embracing and her
touching his lips. Disgraceful! Clopin
detected my mixed emotions and
walked and sat next to me. He gently kissed my neck.
"My love, my
one and only. You should know after years of marriage that
I would never leave you.
You satisfy every desire and love I could ever
have. And I love you for
everything you are. I'm more angry you do not
realize this." I sighed.
The tender voice of my husband was difficult to
stand up against. I turned
to him and with a rough brown hand he wiped my
tears away. "Ariel
and Pipes are leaving tomorrow. They though it an appropriate time.
I'm sure you are severely depressed at this news," he said dryly.
I pushed him.
"Stop.
You know I was friends with them. I will make amends. Do not
worry." I kissed him and
we got ready for bed. I was happy that I had
gotten into a fight about it.
I was able to let all my emotions out, nothing
held back from my husband.
I closed my
eyes and after having a long night I was quite ready to go to
sleep.

I woke up with the sniffles left over from last night. Clopin had
agreed
not to go out today and perform
since Ariel and Pipes were departing from the Court. I decided to
take the initiative and get dressed to go over to
Ariel's, I had some talking to
do.
When I arrived
the look on both their faces was pure shock. I felt my
face grow hot and blew a strand
of hair out of in front of my eyes. Neither
of them moved or made and effort
to greet me in anyway.
"Hello.
I felt I should come over and speak with you after my rude
behavior last night. I hope
you can put that all in the past." I made sure
not to say I was sorry, because
I wasn't. She had taken a night walk with my
husband a kissed him, I thought
she deserved a much more severe beating than what she got from me.
But, knowing Clopin and myself I knew we wouldn't make any progress in
the situation with each other and Ariel if I didn't speak up and try to
make her forget about it. If I didn't I would kick myself for it
later for being so stubborn.
"Well, I suppose
things happen we can't really control when we're angry,"
she sighed and looked up
at me from her spot on the floor, "but it's all
over now and we will be leaving
tonight with a tribe that is passing through.
I hope this means we can
still make a small wave to each other if we ever
meet again"
"Yes, I hope
so. I will see you tonight, good-bye." I turned around and
walked out. Pipes had said
nothing, just watched our brief conversation with a slight look of awe
and satisfaction that things were somewhat patched up.
I entered my
own tent to see the children clean and dressed in fresh
clothing. "And what woman
has come in and done this to my children?" Clopin chuckled from his
seat on the bed.
"My love, you
know perfectly well that I am capable of taking care of our
own children." He said with
a nod of confidence. "So where did you run off
to before realizing that you could
not leave your irresistible husband?" I
laughed mockingly at his comment.
"My whereabouts
are not of your concern. Now I will make myself
breakfast, as well as yours if
you have not eaten. Or have you taken that
wifely job away from me as well?"
He took my hands into his after walking up to face me.
"You are the
only one who could ever make a breakfast good enough for me. Besides,
I could not find the food." He added lightly.
I made us both
a large breakfast and sat around the tent. I couldn't
read or write. No, now I'd wait
for Ariel and Pipes to leave to show him
that. Clopin and I walked
around the Court, arm in arm, conversing with the
folk who did their routine chores
and motherly duties. Christophe nodded to
us both as we passed his stand.
We soon returned home and I made a light
supper so Clopin and I could say
farewell to our friends.
There were only
a few other people sending off the pair beside us. They
had really kept to themselves during
their stay. After a few others said
their good-bye's it was Clopin's
and my turn. I went first.
I walked up
to Pipes and he gave me a large, tight embrace. He kissed my cheek.
"You are truly a spark in my dull fireplace." He said no more and
his eyes shined in the moonlight.
I grinned sweetly at him and moved to
Ariel. We both stood staring
at each other for a moment when she moved in
and hugged me. A smile broke
on both our faces. In my ear she whispered,
"You have done so well and learned
so quickly. I have left a little bit of
reading material in your unicorn
chest. And don't worry, they all have happy endings." I laughed
and our bodies parted, it was Clopin's turn.
He shook a firm
hand of Pipes and they both smiled and hugged for a few
moments. He then hugged Ariel.
She whispered something into his ear as well and they both smiled.
I saw her go in for a kiss and my blood began to boil. I wondered
if my half apology was a mistake. She almost reached his lips and
then pulled back suddenly, kissing him lightly on the cheek.
"I didn't want
us to say good-bye this way a second time," she said
softly. Clopin didn't reply
and only made a small, sympathetic smile at her.
She followed
Pipes to the cart and right before she entered she turned
around and waved. It would
be the last time I would ever look into those
deep violet eyes.
 

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